Not Sure Anymore

Because of how I have been used of the lord to others online and also thru books, I'm starting to wonder if a missionary might be a better thing for me to head for. I've been praying and reading on it. studying what I know and more into the Word now then I ever have been. But what ever God has for me I will be content and live for him.


More and more of my days seem to be taken up with something else. I don't think I have had a day for my self in months. and due to many things on my mind. Work, Families spiritual condition, my future for God, friends needing me, people to witness to. Pray that I keep a good mind thru all this and don't try doing something without thinking first. the song keeps popping into my mind.

I am not skilled to understand what God hath willed, What God hath planned, I only know at his right hand is one who is my Saviour.

When people look into the Word what do they see. I think on that when I go to church and see someone new. I think what could God do for them, what do they think of the singing of the praying, of this Holy book being preached. how are we a witness to them. do we show as a Godly example? do other see Christ living in us. when a Christian looks into the word what do u see. I see his Holy book opened which was so wonderfully kept and bought for our teaching. I have been reading thru proverbs a good bit on wisdom. thru these readings God has renewed that mind of his word for it says, the Wise man hears instruction and the foolish turnth away. I had before in my mind that (I've heard these things before or I'm only hearing the same thing over and over) But God used this conference used these readings, that I'm hearing it moreso. He's speaking to me in a great way that makes me want to sing more and more. last night was a great blessing of his power in songs. i woke this morning at 5:30 not knowing why. but the only thought that came to mind without even trying was singing to my self, was praying, I had dreams before hand of God doing a mighty work in all of us. each of us praising him thru the whole day. and if it was my choice I would extend the conference another week. I've removed the web browser from my computer and I'm keeping my time on games and things to a small amount. also I've removed any games that have any aspect of magic in it, music that I shouldn't listen to. and also dealing with things that have been bothering me in a more "God's in control and head of my life" kind of way. I have faith and hope of revival coming and also that we will be used. (those of our youth) in a mighty way for God.

One more into the fold, One more to His timing, One more congregation to praising.

About 5 months ago I had the pleasure to witness to someone online in which they asked many questions to me concerning Hell, Heaven, God's mercy, and who and what sin is. About one week ago this person has come to know the Lord!! I'm continuing to witness to them and teach them more things. This person like sucks information all in really quickly.

Another person who was a Christian, who I've had biblical conversations and has show to be a christian. since i have been getting away from the computer the more often and left something that was taking a good bit of my time. he said that the lord has used me to show him to also use his time better and planning his days out for the Lord more. praise the lord.

Also for those who think I'm only wasting time on the computer playing games, no i am not. I spend most of my day witnessing to people. and i know God is using it. Yes I am planning my days out better too.


The Conference is going quite well. and i know God is moving. with us and i think it was planned good. Pastor David, and Pastor Scott. have been preaching and I've enjoyed it a good bit. I am praying and hoping that God will do a great change in our lives and quicken us.

Come, Thou Fount of every blessing,
Tune my heart to sing Thy grace;
Streams of mercy, never ceasing,
Call for songs of loudest praise.
Teach me some melodious sonnet,
Sung by flaming tongues above.
Praise the mount! I’m fixed upon it,
Mount of Thy redeeming love.

Sorrowing I shall be in spirit,
Till released from flesh and sin,
Yet from what I do inherit,
Here Thy praises I’ll begin;
Here I raise my Ebenezer;
Here by Thy great help I’ve come;
And I hope, by Thy good pleasure,
Safely to arrive at home.

Jesus sought me when a stranger,
Wandering from the fold of God;
He, to rescue me from danger,
Interposed His precious blood;
How His kindness yet pursues me
Mortal tongue can never tell,
Clothed in flesh, till death shall loose me
I cannot proclaim it well.

O to grace how great a debtor
Daily I’m constrained to be!
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter,
Bind my wandering heart to Thee.
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love;
Here’s my heart, O take and seal it,
Seal it for Thy courts above.

O that day when freed from sinning,
I shall see Thy lovely face;
Clothed then in blood washed linen
How I’ll sing Thy sovereign grace;
Come, my Lord, no longer tarry,
Take my ransomed soul away;
Send thine angels now to carry
Me to realms of endless day.

Family Reunion Pictures 3

Nice Garden Pic with the cat to top it off.
Cool bug living in one of the many flowers they have around.
front picture of house
more nice flowers
Family Picture. no im not going to name them all.

Family Reunion Pictures 2

Kaylyn, Little Will and ok sry but names fail me for him at the moment.
Bring it on.
Big game with damaged rackets. soo the birdie got stuck into the racket countless times
other side. my uncle bill helping will play the game.
Really nice garden picture

Family Reunion Pictures

Me Relaxing
Dad, Uncle Bill, and Dad's cousin on the right tho I don't know his name.
Kaylyn and my Cousin
Inside picture with chris reading his book, im gunna have to ask him what it is.
another inside pic this time kaylyn relaxing

Long time no Post

Well I thought it was time i put something new on here. No that does not mean you're all gunna get more and more out of me on this I'm just putting something new since its been a while.


Family Reunion


The day started off kinda like this. alarm goes off but to tired to get up after it goes off. sooo I ended up having to face the annoyance of People singing as they came downstairs to wake me. Then have to deal with the rush of everyone else when I didn't really need to get anything at all. Shower had to be the most annoying because. i had to wait 5 minutes for the water to not be burning hot. and then once i got in they said time to go. Anyway i found out my problem about not being able to sleep on trips. I need a fan. I've got one on trips now and it helps. plus more space helps because being cramped in a full van isn't gunna work for sleep where i sit. I had seat in front of me down for a foot rest. and me seat leaned back, plus the whole back seat to my self. I read most of the trip there. slept some, When we got there everything was how it was the year before, or so i thought. the only difference was that the trees and plants and just about everything was taller. and to no surprise my family thought i was taller too. at One point there i walked outside to rest in a tree. only i guess i got to close to some birds nest. so it sat there and followed me making weird noises. everywhere i went until i went back inside then it shut up. sadly in whole thing i ended up with sap on me. Badminton, now that was fun we had Chris, Dad, Me, and Uncle Bill. that was great because we had 5 people watching, laughing and cheering at each mess up or each nice hit or dive for it. plus the rackets went in good condition so we would get the birdie stuck in it sometimes. drawing more laughter. Now in the whole thing only one thing made me annoyed. we didn't keep grandpa's tradition. we had no root beer and no rook game. no one seemed to notice but me. on the way home we kept one of his tho. we made sure to stop at a dunkindonuts. so that made me happy to keep. The way home was quieter and i slept more (couldn't read book for to dark). but later on near the end of the trip we all broke out in hymns and scripture songs. started with just me then Lia then we all joined in. it was a good family moment on the trip. Once again we got pulled over because my dad doesn't have a Permanent Residence card. but we got cleared threw after he went in and verified it all.

Thats about it for the day. I know i missed something but if i put everything in it would be boring. so read it comment if i wish. and maybe, just maybe i will think about continuing more posts threw out the summer. And Yes when i get the pictures i will put some on here for you all.

My BirthDay

Well Yesterday was fun... I felt light hearted about anything that happened even upsets or problems. even the slow wet rainy day didn't matter.. People Online made me a party, that was nice. and how much people go into for me is amazing. I got for my Birthday.

1. I am Getting a Bike this weekend
2. I got a Bike Chain
3. I got a magnet set thing that has almost nothing in it.
4. i got 2 books, 1 called kidnapped by robert louis stevenson, and the other pocket book of revalation.
5. I got For some random reason. a Senators beach ball.
6. I got a Chicken dinner. and I'm told a cook out sometime too.
7. 4 cards with a 20 dollar check in it... it feels small from what ive been getting... i had just cashed a 462 dollar check. lol change comes quick i guess.

Thank You Everyone that helped and gave me what they did... Just the thought of you guys being happy with me was enough to make my day, but you did more so. :D