I don't know what the title should be

I had a good talk with my grampa yesterday and I find he is sometimes easier to talk to. I also talked to my parents today and they weren't as understanding. I sometimes don't get half the things they do and they don't tell me why they just say you don't need to know because you will have something to say about it. Well its getting better in a way, I'm just trying to get to know them better and understand them more.


Today I have to work so I am doing this post so I don't forget to do one. I will write more later because I have to get ready to go now. so everyone just wait until about 6:00 then I will try to write something more.

Long Day and Week

I had a long week as the title has said and I knew only about 95% of them, it was a good time and a hard time for my family. The whole time was tiresome and it was busy but a good time of seeing family.


I am trying to get away from it all. Its getting me to tired and I like having energy for other things and the energy for my work. Right now I am at the Newtons house its a good time for me every time I go because it seems like there is always something to do and someone to do it with.


Snow gets everywhere and it happens to get in my boots and down my neck. I happen to like some of it. My family and friends say that I'm part alien or not human. I am just different to what they normally see. I also enjoy shooting snow balls around at people and things around me. some people don't like though. Other people ask for it.hehe. Well I have a good time with it every time.


I am hoping to have good sleep to night, unlike every other time I have been here. I am going to be changing where I sleep this time so hopefully it works. Well certain people want on because for some reason she thinks i am taking to long.

Wow so many people

My day was a bit like this: I get home from work and and is down in the back room. Lia is watching pooh bear with Eva and her friend, Lia happens to wants the sound turned way up. I lay there trying to rest and block out the sound of pooh bear songs. when I hear something happening in the front room I get up and go in there. And what do I find about 14 people all in the front room. I just stopped and looked. I knew I was tired but I was so confused that all I did was stand there. I know I'm last to know everything but this is something they should have told me about.


Work wasn't to great either, very busy and amazingly I did not fall behind once. Two people there know of Aaron. Corey does to because his mom is a nurse and heard about it at work.


I am sooo tired that I think this is all I will write. Sorry to you people that like long books and stories because this is all you get. ha ha.

History and My Favorite Plane

One of my favorite things to read is history. To me the most interesting part of history is the medieval times. I normally get in to the deep parts of it and the way they did things and how they came to do it the way they do. I am also interested in the old myths of the ancient nations.

I would go into details about it but I'm not a good one for teaching it. if someone asked about something or messes something up in history I will correct or help anyway I can.

Another thing I have always wanted to have was a P51 fighter plane. just for the sake of flying it as the fastest airplane in the world.




I like the thought of going so fast that most things around you are a blur.

Today Was Painful and Joyful

I say that today was painful and joyful because of a lose of a Child, and joyful because God has given us so many friends and family that can comfort us and Jill in these hard times. I also am joyful because I know that God is in control of all things and it will be used for good.


I had the job of looking after my niece Eva, and let me tell you she is a hand full. She seems to think that my face is meant for hitting. And she thinks that all the pillows are meant to be on the floor. I had a good time with her and was glad to do it too. because if for some reason God did the same thing again I want as much time with her as I can get. She only Two and doesn't even know what has happened. I used to be bothered by her always coming to me for playing a game. Now God has already used it for good, it helps me see my family as more than I did before. I go through the day thinking of who to talk to next, who to get to know better next.


God has helped me and I know God will us it others as well, beside just my own family. I pray and I have Faith that he will use it in Daniel, in Lia, in Kaylyn, even in other people that are not in my family.


I need some rest from this day and I think I am the most at peace in my family about it. I care for Jill and I cared Aaron. But I'm looking at the rest who are not saved to see "Life is but a vapor". No one knows when it will end and you better have The Rock to hide in. Because right know if your not in Christ you are standing right in the way of judgement, A Title(sp) Wave of judgement and to blind to see it coming.


I thank all of you who are praying and for those how aren't you need to check up. Not to pray for me, for Jill.

Silence

This is a post for a moment of silence for Aaron. please pray for Jill my sister, and Please trust God to use it for good.

Glittering Snow

Glittering Snow

I watch to go

It falls on earth below

It sparkles all

I watch it fall

From heaven all in all

I stand in it

I must admit

To God I will submit

He made it all

Oh bless his name

He caused it all to fall

He put my heart aflame

I had a "good" day today...... First I had to walk to work in the middle of the worst time of the snow fall. Second about 20 people came in at once and all wanted lots of burgers. Third work broguht back many things today and got rid of somethings, and I only found out about it half way through the day. thats about it for the bad things I am very happy in other things. Other people besides me were having some problems too.

The first thing is it snowed!!!!!! The second thing is I am going staking tomorrow. The third thing is what is in my poem, how amazing the way the snow looks outside.

I had to walk home from steve's and it looks like I said amazing. I just stop and think of all God made and then think of all the stupid sciencists who think and all this came from nothing. It makes me laugh and then brothered by the fack that some one can be soo blind in sin. which also brings me back to when he saved me and what he brought me out of. I praise his name and I can not be silent.

Now I end my day with my fourth good thing sleeping.